The Truth We Died For

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Hello! Tomorrow is Sunday~ It's also the 1st of August.

And it means that the cowbits would be grazing the fields of my house for just four more months before they start eating grass at Tanah Merah. FML.

Well, today was quite slack. Woke up finding my whole house sleeping. So I went back to sleep. Woke up and it was already 11AM.

Played the Call Of Duty on the PS3 with my brother and found it surprisingly fun, with me being the noob dying millions of times. Couldn't be helped, I was playing it for the first time anyway.

So yeah, once again, tomorrow is Sunday! :D

I wants hugs too. D:

Yours Truly,
Ben

You're so worth it that I can't forget you.

Friday, July 30, 2010

Hello~

I shall love my bunnies for one more day.

Well, came home early as balls and slacked in front of my computer. Currently my brain feels like it's been fried. D:

Also, I finally know the name of that song in the LXD video. Apparantly, it's exclusive for Step-Up 3D which premieres 6 August! Will you watch with me? :\ Well, the song is by

Flo Rida - Club Can't Handle Me Ft. David Guetta. Click here.

Oh yeah I finally visted the fyeahinception page and found some interesting pictures.

watsonismyhero: thedailywhat: [ratsoff / reddit.]

Holy balls. This is funny.

Woah~ Legs!!

Her cheeks are (L).

Argh super tired now. SSS on Friday is now two hours long! FML.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Hello.

eleasha: likespancakes:amaisaeta:toxic-thrill Cuddle bunnies!!!! <3

Today, I particularly love my rabbits.

grayskymorning: (via wanderingwild, insomniapit)

This is cool, wonder how the photographer took this.

Well, I always wanted to go for some jungle adventure anyway. Dream fulfilled by OBS, where my eczema exploded.

fuckyeahdogs: heartbeatatmyfeet: Do I look cute when when I do this? (by matthew_i_aldous)

And this is fats, unlike someone saying fats all over the place.

Chicken banana. I love making quotes.

Anyway I have another video of the LXD. Awesome, click here.

I've got to 'study'.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Hello, HAHAHA(Extremely sarcastic laughter).

fuckyeahfelines: savethekitties: This kitty is Maru. His owner has a YouTube channel, click here to check it out! Maru and Box is one of my favorites!

fuckyeahfelines: savethekitties: This kitty is Maru. His owner has a YouTube channel, click here to check it out! Maru and Box is one of my favorites!

Fat Cat. & He's called Maru. Click here for more videos on Maru.

Ahh Katy Perry's song! Teenage Dream. Click here!

Fat Dog.

Well, I've been following jonmchu on youtube. He's the director of Step-Up and the latest online series LXD which might be coming to Singapore soon! Here's a link to one of his creations? Click here.

Well, that basically rounds up the blog post. :D And whoever it is on my formspring, it ain't funny anymore. F off.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Hello! I'll show you the picture of an Angel's rabbit.

OMFG THIS IS SO DAMN CUTE. ARGH. I WANT THIS RABBIT INSTEAD.

Okay, after getting the hyped of this rabbit, I forgot what I wanted to post. Been listening to Maroon 5 for the past few days.

Well, I feel that the band's selling point would be the vocalist's uniqueness in his voice and also the simple tunes that anyone who isn't tone deaf can sing along with. No offense to anyone. :D

Adam Levine. VOCALIST.

eleasha: likespancakes:mumueller: (via ashleyxn)

Aw damn. Cute as F.

Alright so today was someone's birthday and that person had a rather happy day other than going home with me, which was a bore. HAHAHA. Guess I'm really running out of stuff to talk about and my perverted mind is starting to kick in soon! D:

Brothers should lend their backs to each other to lean on.

Well, tomorrow's going to be such a slack day and my head is going to explode soon due to Mathematics! I wanted to write this down on the whiteboard in class but I didn't have the time, so I'll just write it here. It's quite lame though, "Whether it is Maths or Mathematics, both words end with an ass." Hope y'all get it, and once again, a very happy birthday to you!

Yours Truly,
Ben

Monday, July 26, 2010

Hello~ I'm Ben and I'm really glad.

dailybunny: Happy Bunday! (Thanks, Florian!)

Peek-A-Boo.

Okay I can't help but say that rabbit is cute. Here's to some people saying that I'm emo. No more okay. -.- No more emoben and just because I'm posting pictures of cute animals doesn't mean I'm gay.

Alright so basically, my iPhone has a connection problems to the school wireless. It's like a periodic thing then it get's really irritating since the fruit keeps telling me about him leveling up in God Finger, while I can't even get in the internet. Hi mum, where's my data plan!!

Well, here's a post dedicated to a girl that would turn 16 soon.

Hahaha, you're like that. Bubbly~

Well, let's just say I'm a really big asshole but you're finally 16! Which also means you would be able to watch NC-16 movies without any fear. But even without any verification, you should be able to pass through without difficulties. Not implying that you're old but that you're tall and you look mature(NOT OLD). So, if you feel if there isn't enough people wishing you at least you know there's me here. HAHAHAHA. Okay, this is the cliche part, may all your wishes come true and have the happiest birthday in your life!

fuckyeahdogs: dazashan: he hesitated before the great opportunity — what if it was a trick? (via saracelestemartin)

And this is epic cute.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Hello, Ben watches youtube videos for half his Sunday here.

Oh yeah, Oh yeah. I wrote 200 letters I would never send.

Well, for reasons unsure, I'm angrily happy. But thanks for that single :D, which made my Sunday.

A few links that I've got from my youtube video hunt.

Firstly, it's a 4-chord song. It's awesome, I swear. Click here.

haworthprojections: Moral Lesson: Never trust a man named Frank for he’ll shit in your kitchen. Beware people.

haworthprojections: Moral Lesson: Never trust a man named Frank for he’ll shit in your kitchen. Beware people.

Never trust a man named Frank. He'll shit in your kitchen.

Second link would be the same boy that danced in the previous link. But this time, he's doing stuff that even some adult dancers won't be able to do too. Sick! Click here.

The last link would be One Republic singing Secrets live in some university. If you don't like them, don't click but I love them though. :\ Skip to 2 minutes and the front part singing isn't really good. Click here.

(via fuckyeahdinosaurs)

Stupid story. But I'll just post it.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Hello~ Wooooooo, here is to please Mr. White for being overly loving on my blog.

Anyway, I waked up at nine today. Blogged and headed out for the history talk at school.

eleasha: likespancakes:makelovelikemagic:(via thesimplethingsx)

This is beyond guailan/cute.

The history talk was quite good as the lecturer was interestingly queer. He started the talk about Blitzkrieg and he started talking about Chinese stories and killing 100 people at once. Then he let out a really satisfying roar of delight that made everyone in the auditorium both shocked and humored at the same time. But the rest of the lecture didn't really have anything funny but he was a good lecturer and i really do hope all teachers in my school follow his example!

After that, went out with a fruit and the most talkative extrovert I've ever met! Just joking but anyway I wasn't really hungry due to some reasons therefore while they were eating Yoshinoya, I was walking over to buy KOI. The talkative person finally tasted KOI for once and started singing praises about it. But thanks for trying to cheer me up, I really did.

After that, went for violin lessons again, without my violin. But today my dad came to the rescue. :D I can't believe the violin teacher actually asked me why I looked so down, I mean, she could tell? Guess I'm beginning to show signs of sadness here and there, have to stop. Now.

When I reached home, I received a call at 5.30. When I looked at the phone, I was slightly disappointed but nonetheless, it was a friend and he invited me to watch the RGS dance concert. I was still in my uniform and I wasn't really sure if I could skip dinner for two days in a row. But I asked dad and he allowed me.

Squiwwel~

Okay, I put on my jeans and a plain shirt from my brother and headed out. I danced in front of a resting cat and it looked up at me as if I was weird. But I am weird. I took the MRT and a person covered my face with a jacket. Strangely, I didn't struggle and it was actually my brother. I went to ubin's house for the first time, I was pretty excited. Therefore me and orangutan started to make high pitched voices in the empty house. The acoustics were pretty good.

Anyway met up with two girls and I managed to scare the crap out of the girl that sent me home. Hehe, she screamed and I loved her reaction. So, we took the long train ride to Clementi and cabbed to NUS. I'm just stating facts but I've got to say RGS dance is better than our school's dance society. Although it's not the most professional one but I guess it's really good. And I saw that girl. That girl.

fuckyeahpotc: awdoll: (via whenzombiesattack) Sorry I’ve been MIA folks. Been busy busy busy! :) Apologies for the sudden Pirates spam, but I grew up in love with this movie.

fuckyeahpotc: awdoll: (via whenzombiesattack) Sorry I’ve been MIA folks. Been busy busy busy! :) Apologies for the sudden Pirates spam, but I grew up in love with this movie.

I will.

Here's a few links:
Young boy with all the right moves.

I need you in my life right now and if you don't get what I mean, this song represents my life now.

"I am in misery,
there ain't no other that can comfort me.
Why wont you answer me,
the solitude slowly killing me.
Girl, you really got me bad, you really got me bad
I'm, gonna get you back, I'm gonna get you back"

Yours Sincerely,
Ben

_____________________________________________________________

I wake up without a reply to my text. I'm thinking to myself, I'm in so fucking deep shit. My entire body is cold and I'm shivering, it's like the blood has all been concentrated in trying to keep this heart beating again. My mind's thinking so loudly that I can't seem to think of stuff that is coherent to happiness anymore.

fuckyeahdogs: dazashan: (via aliciaceleste)

fuckyeahdogs: dazashan: (via aliciaceleste)

Forgive me?

Looking back a month, I've started to do things that I've never done before. Going home together with you, studying together with you, sitting on an airplane home and even watching a movie together, because I've only watched a movie alone with a guy before. But now that I realise that you will never even talk to me anymore just because of a single blog post, I'm not trying to say that it is a small deal, but I know that you read every single word there is and you will think a lot about it. But I swear I didn't mean a single word. And I'll live to regret it.

I've told you things I wouldn't tell anyone, even my closest friends. You are the only person that would happily listen to me crap out my stuff without saying stuff that would make me feel out of place. You won't know this but all the things you say make you who you are and I was always joking about you saying too many vulgarities, really. I swear I will never misunderstand you, that sentence was just me being selfish and self-conceited.

I expected that you'll ignore my message and you probably won't even read this blog post. But I guess I should have just said it clearly in the MRT. I wouldn't put names of people on my blog but now it's to show my sincerity of this blog post. I truly am sorry. And I know that it is now impossible but, I really wish that the next Saturday we would still be able to hang out, happily. But I really wish you'll send a text to tell me to 'f off' and I'll respect your wishes.

+ I'll promise never to shoot off my fingers ever again.

The feeling of ending what hasn't even started.

I'm sorry, Chann.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Friday, July 23, 2010

Hi, :\ hehe.

Alright, I'm very glad it's Friday now. It means that today marks the start of the weekends! Shall give an enthusiastic cheer, woo. Anyway, today I had to run three times, once in the morning, once in the afternoon and once at night. Firstly, I had to run in the morning as when I stepped out of the gate I saw 12 just turning the bend and approaching the bus stop. Not wanting to wait like an idiot for the next bus, I ran for it. Surprisingly, I wasn't panting. Weird.

The second time I had to run was after school. I called my dad three times, as I had to go for violin lessons and i did not have my violin with me. But that was solved and I realized that the learning centre was only two stops away from school but I took an additional stop and ended up running like a dog, sweating while playing the borrowed violin. FML.

The third time was my daily habit of running home from Simei MRT as it really is pretty fun and enjoyable to sweat with my uniform off at home! ^^ Secrets are meant to be kept in this blog only.

Super cute. -.-

It's a dog. :D

I regret what i posted. omfg i didn't mean it that way......

Yours Truly,
Ben

Thursday, July 22, 2010

Hello! I am Ben and I influenced one of my fellow friends to say, "Hi, dear." Feel so bad now! D:

This is damn cute. I bet someone just wants to squeeze its cheeks to make all the food drop out.

This is a baby tiger.

These are two cats bouncing on the bed.

And this is a squirrel with long ears.

So basically, I've been posting pictures of cute animals because all the GL pictures have disappeared and I don't really post those that aren't funny. My life isn't too bad after all! :D

Yours Truly,
Ben

Hello, although posting after 12.00 might not make me a 'consistent' blogger but yeah, at least I tried!

annaszczekutowicz: samdesantis: likespancakes: destinedfordust

annaszczekutowicz: samdesantis: likespancakes: destinedfordust

Holy shit, the one to the most left is CUTE. Hehe, so fat.

So, today was basically a boring day. Except that during PC, our chemistry teacher shared with us her experiences about fate and stuff, that her ex-boyfriend was actually her husband's bunk mate! But our mathematics teacher, being single, had no experiences in love (Just like Ben).

After ACE, i rushed back up to class and started on my chemistry notes. I really wondered why i had no time to finish up electrolysis. Need to concentrate more these days. :\ So, basically, I screwed that whole shit up and lucky someone came to cheer me up! THANKS OKAY. :$

Oh it's 12:34, my favorite time. Alright during LA, we were basically shouting out loud every single thing and the language arts teacher didn't really seem to care. I was blatantly playing God's Finger on my iPhone right in front of her. But hehe, the way she did "Mmm, the teacher tastes fantastic." with that sexy tone really was good. ^^ Don't get me wrong I'm not into older woman!

I love the dog's legs. And its ass.

So basically after I reached home I basically slacked all the way since this would be my only slack day and the thought of EOYs in 69 days (Woo 69), really turns me off. Oh and i chatted with someone that was so high that the someone couldn't really sleep right! But your laughter really made me happy, thanks! :D

Yours Truly,
Ben

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Hello, this is my post number 300! So my resolution is that, I will try to be a daily blogger since some people are blogging daily, I shall do it as well.

theanimalblog: A Meerkat at the San Francisco Zoo. Just felt like being alone, I guess.

This totally describes me when I'm quiet.

It's an original song! Support him, he's really good.
J Rice - Ok To Cry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1QSqTe3ttuI&NR=1

Alright, when I heard I sent 3000 messages, it went as a huge shock to me. I was shouting it all over the class today. I've never sent more than 700 messages in my life and now it has multiplied by four?! But anyway, I ain't very proud of it. Guess I've got to start learning self control? But I simply can't, for those reasons. Well, guess if I can't change myself, I've to change my phone plan!

Alright, rant is over.

mynameispeter: kevindotjpg: I have too much free time… I died.

mynameispeter: kevindotjpg: I have too much free time… I died.

Oh My Balls. This is funny as shit!

theanimalblog: (via pathologies)

May I have one, please? D:

theanimalblog: raspberrytart: Do you believe in Magic? (by Jessicaa&Chuppy)

Butterfly on dog's nose.

I feel that this represents me a lot. I'm like a dog that chases a butterfly around, hoping for it to one day land on my nose (cliche view of a dog, I've watched too many movies). However, once the butterfly lands, I panic. Since I've never been in love.

Just one more song, I love the lyrics. Although it isn't a very nice song to sing to.
J Rice - Thank You For The Broken Heart
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dHMcV1aXATY

Yours Truly,
Ben

Monday, July 19, 2010

Oh yay, I'm one post away from post number 300! :D

I went out with my mom to Parkway on Friday. I was in the mood for doing anything but my dad is really a wet blanket. Every single day he just has to scold someone, but I still love him. Oh yeah I followed my mom to Isetan? Then I followed her up a unknown escalator and went to a bunch of wallets, Picard. At first I thought we were just looking around and stuff but suddenly, she asked me you like it? I replied stupidly, yeah I do. Then she took the wallet and said to the rather quiet salesperson, "I want this." This left me shocked.

This leather wallet might not mean anything to most of you, but to me, I felt this was something to break my childhood. From young, my dad had a leather wallet. He was a man to me. Years later, my brother had his first leather wallet at 16? I'm not sure but yeah he was a man to me when he had his leather wallet. But me, finally getting one, i'm just quite happy. :D

Isn't mine but yeah it's a leather wallet. (From Google Images)

I searched funny banana and got this.

Anyway, I went to watch Inception on Sunday with C and I really understood the film until the last part where the stupid dumb top didn't stop spinning. However, I felt that he was already in reality as he had already met up with Watanabe to suicide together. And he was back in the aeroplane when he woke up finally, while all his teammates were together with him. Unless he really is haunted by the memories of his teammates, which is rather sad.

However, overall it was a nice day and I really enjoyed it. :D Oh and I really need some cream for my neck. It's like eating my flesh. D:

I can't predict you all the time, try to stay happy okay?

Yours Truly,
Ben

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Just one link~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mDupDDlpsdU

Yours Truly,
Ben

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Sorry I didn't have the time to post yesterday, since I couldn't really think of stuff to post about.

Just reminiscing about my life, I have been a really shy person. I didn't really want to go on stage much. During wushu competitions, my hands would start sweating, my stomach would start to hurt. But all these were basically normal stuff that people would do, even when I was just a primary four kid, I did so badly for my first competition that I forgot my routine and just couldn't lift my head to look at the 700 odd crowd that were overlooking my routine.

It's just that, everything is like a dream. It's like I'm not myself anymore. Except that I'm still exceptionally, guailan. I hope you get what I mean. :D

Oh and the eczema on my neck has activated again. FML.

Alright, now that's said, here are some stupid pictures.

Turtle soup is disgusting.

This often happens to me. idk?

Yours Truly,
Ben

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Hello. Okay, I'm quite proud that I am the only Benjamin in year 4. :D

This is hilarious. It's like the hamster's a human eating Japanese food. And yes, that is FOOD. Smile :D

mangod1: (via fuckyeahpunksnotdead) (via until-theres-nothing-left-of-us)

mangod1: (via fuckyeahpunksnotdead) (via until-theres-nothing-left-of-us)

Rolled on the floor laughing and laughing my ass off. Love the last sentence.

writesinsnot-tragedies: (via ilikeyourass, iaintnohipster)

And this is dedicated to myself.

Oh and this quote means a lot to me & for those that really know me.
"The people often happiest outside are usually the saddest ones inside."
So damn true.

So, I've noticed that whenever I feel that I have studied enough, I will always fail that test. However, whenever I feel that I have not studied enough, there's this chance that I may do well for the test and also the possibility of me failing the test. It's just that I really, really hate maths.

Oh and thanks for everyone for cheering me up. Even if it was a text, or a warm pat on my back, means a lot to me. Oh and please don't be angry/sad/agitated all the time. You know what I'm talking about. :D Smile.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Hello~ I'm Ben and I'm the only one in my level! :D Facts of Ben No. 0138. Don't ask me about the other 137, that's just a random number.

The first 3 reasons are rather funny.
http://theoatmeal.com/comics/polar_bear

Well, today was the slackest day of the week, but the last 3 periods slayed me with dumb and retarded General Paper. Had to teach us how to write a thesis statement. But after one hour of bullcrap, nothing went into my head. But the last period was quite fun. My Project Work group started discussing about the creative product and we decided to go with the "COMMERCIAL". So we have to film ourselves promoting stuff about Georgia. Fyeah.

MUCH INACCURACY BUT GENERALLY TRUE
So the conversation starts about me talking about whales.
Ben "So we'll film the beaches of Georgia la. As in the beaches, not bitches."
My group starts laughing abit.
Ben "Then we will put some whales on the beach?"
Group starts laughing again.
Ben "As in Georgia got alot of humpback whales what! Okay never mind."
Ben keeps silent for a few minutes.
Group "Eh Ben can you say something?"
Ben "Wait... Can't you see lightning around here?
(Directs attention to around my head area) Brainstorming."
That was supposed to be funny if I said it at that time, but reading it, it's quite lame.

This is what I got when I searched repeat. Cough. And this is also dedicated to my maths paper tomorrow. The tests never stop coming. :\

OH NOS!

So, 'requited', by whom? Booms, shouts me.

Yours Truly,
Ben

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Living In A World Of Unrequited Love.

Out to study~

Yours Truly,
Ben