Sigh, life doesn't seem right when simply one kink appears. It's just like what a lipid would look like, one kink and it would be an oil instead of solid fat. Why does my life seem so hopeless now? If you were to look closely in my eyes, what you would see would definitely be two brown looking dots. However, upon a closer scrutiny, you would see eyes that have lost all hope in life, those eyes that have long committed suicide, those eyes that simply do not shine anymore. Sometimes I say things that people find insulting, find meaningless, find childish. But I believe all words being spoken carry a certain level of meaning. But whatever, probably me thinking too much and all of you guys will be wondering what the shit I'm talking about.
Anyway, today is Valentines Day/Friendship Day. Personally i like receiving notes, especially well written ones that actually are able to shake my fragile heart a little. However, I would like to talk more about girls. I'm really shy with girls but when i do try, i give my all. However, what really intrigues me is that, with every girl comes new adversities. Below are a few types of girls that i have fear of.. I have never dated anyone so please don't ask me about them.
1) That one girl that I know has a guy trying his best to date her. Then when I try to make small advances, I feel like I've conquered Mount Everest but actually, what I have done as compared to the other guy is peanuts. And by simply knowing what the guy has done would put me in a situation where I feel that letting the girl go is the right thing to do as compared to trying to date her.
I'm lazy to talk about other examples.. but yeah I'm weak. Shall maybe try making vlogs, since its the in thing now.
Ben
