The Truth We Died For

SARA BAREILLES CONCERT ROCKS AND I'M REALLY REALLY NOT KIDDING THIS TIME.

Well, her concert was what I had been looking forward to ever since March 11, my birthday. It was that day when my sister said that she will sponser my ticket as a birthday present to me. I certainly did not regret holding on to that ticket for one whole hour before buying it with my dad's credit card. I am also deeply grateful to my sister for donating this 150$ to me just to watch the sexiest woman in the world sing inside the Esplanade.

So basically, her concert was sex to the bomb. Even though the opening was kinda cheesy but when she came in at 8.10, she opened with Uncharted which was so sexy I could have jizzed in my pants. Also, she is one of those artists that sound better live and this is what makes her such a great artist! Personally, I familiarized myself with the song 'Gravity' which I expected she would sing. After her main concert, she didn't sing it and I was slightly disappointed. However, after losing my voice shouting for her ENCORE, she came out and did the most eargasmic performance of the song and she will definitely be remembered as one of the most creative and soulful singers I ever know!

On a side note, when I left school at 6.15, I was rushing to the Esplanade and saw Denise rushing back to school in home clothes, little did I know that she was going to watch Sara Bareilles as well. Expecting myself to be late, I reached relatively early at 7.00. Immediately, I drew 100$ from my ATM to buy merchandise. Then, I instinctively queued up in line for something I didn't know I wouldn't regret buying. It was SARA BAREILLES'S album! On the sign wrote "The first 100 in line would be able to get an autograph from Sara!" Now, her poster is on my wall with her signature on it. Wouldn't forget that smile she gave me <3.

P.S. Dear adipose tissue, take a look at yourself. Look in the mirror and ask yourself how many tissues you have to remove from that damn plastic wrapping. What did I do to offend you? I believe I said some wrong stuff but I am trying, trying so hard to change. People make mistakes and I believe everyone deserves some room for error and if you can't accept me for who I am, then i have two words for you, "THANK YOU". Don't roll your eyes at me or gossip about me writing this blog post because I really appreciate you for not even becoming my friend.

One last thing, screwing all the tests I have and I'm starting to wonder whether I truly am fit to be an SC. I don't believe in any religion or faith but sigh, I really have to start working hard already. I have myself to blame for being such a lazy boy, guess I need more FWBs.

Yours Truly,

Ben

Once again, I have so much time.

Life rocks! :)

Main point of this blog post is just another thought. I never had a closure of any sort that ensured that whatever feelings we had, had ended. Firstly, I would like to apologise for my poor grammar and english so bare with me.

Life still rocks! :)

Personally, personally, for me, love never ends that quickly. This goes from past experience where in primary school, I had liked that one girl from primary 4 to primary 6 but it was unrequited. In primary 6, I finally gave up and moved on from something that wasn't tangible in the first place. From then on, primary 6 was my first taste of something that was tangible but holding on to the belief that it might have been tangible in the first place kept me confused till sec 2.

Life ROCKS!!! :)

I may have been caught in a wild goose chase for all my life but at sec 2, I saw the belief that if puberty made me grow taller there was a hope that it might actually make something tangible for once. Well, I can't really reveal anything in this blog post but yup maybe this may sound rather vague and superficial but I hope you get the underlying meaning beneath this post.

Life RAWKS! ;)

Even though I may seem happy to you and that distancing myself from you as much as I can but no one can stop that feeling right in the damn middle of my heart. Sure, I may be childish by doing all these stuff but what i really want was for a total clearance of feelings of me in you. I don't know if i'm selfish but i feel happy for you. Run wild and free in this world when you're still young just because you CAN, while being a guy I'll just.. wait for that inspiration to come again or maybe some girls can hook me up. HAHA ;)

We only get one chance to live, live it to the fullest. Don't be afraid to date anyone, even attached people. Because if they're not married, they're attainable.

Yours Truly,

Ben