Life rocks! :)
Main point of this blog post is just another thought. I never had a closure of any sort that ensured that whatever feelings we had, had ended. Firstly, I would like to apologise for my poor grammar and english so bare with me.
Life still rocks! :)
Personally, personally, for me, love never ends that quickly. This goes from past experience where in primary school, I had liked that one girl from primary 4 to primary 6 but it was unrequited. In primary 6, I finally gave up and moved on from something that wasn't tangible in the first place. From then on, primary 6 was my first taste of something that was tangible but holding on to the belief that it might have been tangible in the first place kept me confused till sec 2.
Life ROCKS!!! :)
I may have been caught in a wild goose chase for all my life but at sec 2, I saw the belief that if puberty made me grow taller there was a hope that it might actually make something tangible for once. Well, I can't really reveal anything in this blog post but yup maybe this may sound rather vague and superficial but I hope you get the underlying meaning beneath this post.
Life RAWKS! ;)
Even though I may seem happy to you and that distancing myself from you as much as I can but no one can stop that feeling right in the damn middle of my heart. Sure, I may be childish by doing all these stuff but what i really want was for a total clearance of feelings of me in you. I don't know if i'm selfish but i feel happy for you. Run wild and free in this world when you're still young just because you CAN, while being a guy I'll just.. wait for that inspiration to come again or maybe some girls can hook me up. HAHA ;)
We only get one chance to live, live it to the fullest. Don't be afraid to date anyone, even attached people. Because if they're not married, they're attainable.
Yours Truly,
Ben
